merry bloody christmas. having spent much of the christmas weekend either sound asleep (for 16 hours on christmas day itself. not cos i was out the night before, but just cos i was bored.) or completely bloody stoned high has added a new perspective to life. along the lines of, what the bloody, bloody hell am i doing now? pretty much nothing, honestly. bah humbug. people are slowly, slowly disappearing, going the way that everyone else in my life has seemed to have gone so far. and to be honest, it leaves me with a little less than holiday cheer, and a lot more of the spirit of the grouch. well at least this will let me start off the new year with a clean slate indeed. so squeaky clean i can actually see myself, and well, only myself, in it.

oh and happyfuckingnewyear too. four more days to the 1st of january! i gibber with excitement. gibber gibber. gibbergibbergibber. 
i walked home alone with you. 3:58 am

  toodle-loo. sigh. yeah it's almost been a year, and i honestly thought i was over it. but last night's 3am moon saw me waking up with my pillow damp, and i decided to acquaint myself with my bottle of smirnoff, and the handy cranberry juice in the fridge. oh and a pack of marlboros too, sorry people.

but anyway, come friday i'll be staying in because of the recruits and various other commitments in camp. so i'll see you all around. enjoy yourselves, and here's to christmas and the new year.
 
i walked home alone with you. 11:02 pm

  hmm i realised the last time i posted was about a week ago. and lest i forget what i've been doing since then:

1) zoukout. amazing. my goodness.
2) witnessed a wedding at chijmes, and it's really a beautiful place to get married.
3) reintroduced myself to a whole lotta grease.
4) actually considered staying in camp once or twice, seeing as i finished up servicing my stupid tank only around 11.30pm. well, at least i considered it.

interestingly enough, that's about it. it's been a slow week. and next week, i'll be staying in because of my dear recruits, who will come in on friday.

what a boring entry. i think i shall shut this down. this is to save all of you before the 1st of january approaches, and i descend once again into a self-pitying, lamenting wreck.

ok bye.

 
i walked home alone with you. 11:46 pm

  the smarts. the top brains of this country. this incidentally is a photo from the inaugural (i think. i don't really care.) GEP ALUMNI ASSOCIATION REUNION DINNER. to celebrate 20 years of elitism. sheesh.

more here. but honestly, don't bother. oh but i love this one. note the girl in the corner who has the 'ohmigawd i've been caught in a picture for the eugenics programme of singapore! ah. cannot let people know i've fallen into the trap of letting myself be bred with another smart person' look

i'm a proud gep indeed. (pronounced 'jeep', in case you didn't know.)
 
i walked home alone with you. 1:49 pm